When I was a student in high school, I
made a choice, I wanted to be an engineer, why is that?? Cos engineering is
made for geniuses, Cos after five years
of studying they’ll get to start their careers and lives, Cos they make a lot
of money...Well this is not only me saying that, our friends are saying that,
our parents are saying that…and reality
is proving it. But (I won’t say unfortunately) luckily I had no choice,
the FMPM(the faculty of medicine and
pharmacy of Marrakech )was the only one that had accepted me to be one of her
students, and suddenly I’m finding
myself looking at the mirror asking it: “Am I going to be a Doctor???” I actually didn’t know how deep this
question is, I didn’t know that the right answer wasn’t “Yes” or “No”.
First year
wasn’t easy, new places, new people, new thoughts… My only concern was to attend
classes, take exams, and finally to success in the end of the year, well there
is no shame thinking this way, but it shows that I am like a lot of us scared
to get out of my shell, to show people that I’m a creative person……
After month
and month, I recognized that I’m a just an useless person, a very lazy one,
with a limited vision, I couldn’t see myself doing something else than reading
for exams while a lot of students are spending their time on diverse
activities, SHAME ON ME …….
(To be continued ….)
دخلت مدونتك بعد أن أتعبني الشوق لرؤياك، فوجدتك تكتبين عن العالم الجميل الذي عرفني بك..
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