I Give Up

  I am sick of those people who are staring at me, judging me for being myself, for being honest, for telling the truth even when it hurts, for being real when most of them still living in some illusion that won’t end….I’m sick of you…I’m sick of your stupidity...all what I want is to be your friend, your sister, not your patient, stop playing the shrink with me…I hate when I feel like I have to explain everything to you, why I did this and this..Why I said this and not this…can’t you just understand…Stop it…Do you want to know why I speak loudly cos we people are not used to listen, cos we people are programmed to pay attention only when we yell to each other…why do you want me to lie to you??? Or should I use your famous word “Nezha you have to be Diplomatic, can’t you see? That’s how things work” I’ll tell you something “I GIVE UP”…sorry for the vocabulary.